Today as i learn about Acts chapter 9, i realise that in the bible, the word obedience and faith is really something important.
In the beginning, Saul was those kind of guy who would go around and kill those people who declares about Jesus being the Lord.
Jesus said to him like why are you persecuting me?
And he was blind.
But Jesus wanted him to change, so He sent ananias.
And ananias actions were really something that even though it seems small, but it comes from the Lord.
Ananias was like, hmm, should i go and heal Saul? He is an evil guy afterall.
But Jesus prompt him to go and help Saul, in the end Saul was healed and received the holy spirit.
Sometimes we just judge someone for what they have did in the past and thus not approaching them at all.
Ya, it's true that attitude is something that is difficult to change and it takes alot of effort and sacrifices.
But i think we should really help those in need even though they say they don't need.
Because God told us to 'love your enemies and love your neighbours as yourself'
And when Jesus tells you to do something, a wise guy would know that you should do it, amen?
So, start praying for the people you once held grudges with and forgive them and start communicating bit by bit with them.
Even they don't receive christ, at least they will have a better relationship with you :)
God bless. :)