Today i've been wondering alot.
What lacks in my life that i'm seeking always?
I've financially stable, i got many supportive friends, i even got best pals in life.
But i realise what i lack of was actually that family bonding.
Others have family that goes out together, siblings that are really nice to them, a carefree life when their parents give them the moral support, that's the life i really want.
I'm kinda lonely actually, my family's life is a lil crooked and my bro is like not getting better in attitude, i never know when my family will crumble into pieces.
Dad might get a job overseas...
My family doesn't even go out on sundays, when most family spent time going out.
Dinner... we don't even eat together...
I'm like' WHY?! WHY ME?!'
Whenever i see a happy family, i honestly felt a lil jealous, wishing that mine could be the same too.
Ah whatever.. i just felt like venting my feelings on my blog..
But what i truly seek it's just a happy family, i hope my Father Lord will help me out.
Kinda sad yea? When everyone can be free from pressure, stress, while i'm having sucha things hitting me always.
Saturday, thank God for that sabbath day, when all my feelings can be released to God.
Thank God for it.