I did prayed a prayer before, and that is a prayer to find my motivation.
God did not answer me that day, but i think i found the answer today.
I had my O level chinese result today and i got a C5...
Like seriously... everytime during important exams.. i get b3 and above for chinese..
And i got a 5 this time... truly disappointed.
My peers and teacher also didn't see that coming...
I really got all emo-ed in the afternoon, i don't know how to tell my parents at all.
Especially when i always excel in language.. i'm so dead...
I thought that i should retake.. maybe i will..
But the main point of all of these concludes that i must study very hard.
I immediately got that thought and i made a decision that i will retake and study doubly, no, triple times harder.
No more slacky boy, no more words but actions.
Well, after reflecting upon all of these, i know that failure will really makes me motivated to really study...
I shall live it this way and make the best out of it. I'll score well for prelims.
Prelims target
English:b3
Mother tongue: b3
Maths:b3
Science:b3 (thanks to bio -.-)
Poa: b3
Combined humanities: b3.
It's a row of three. which i will work hard for the 2 weeks to get 3 for each.
Even if i don't, i won't get discouraged, study harder and more!
This time i will get back the kind of chinese result i should get..
And not some puny little c5. LOL
Alright, thank God for today... He answered my prayer.
Well, good to think positive. :D
Will be having History test tmr.. will be studying now (con't) Peace settlements.
God bless all :D!

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