i just came up with this thought, and that is being hostile towards people.
i really think that we should learn how to stop being hostile with each other and also hurting our own friends.
shouldn't hostility be stopped between humans?
yes it should. -.-
it just hurts people and also a form of showing strong dislike. what's the point -.-

and also i wanna talk abt being poseur.
people always like to act in a way to satisfy others or to impress someone.
being a poseur means that way.
what's the point of not being natural or let people think that you are just feigning?
that is something call fear of showing the real self.
hahas! mainly for those people who are poseur are basically insecure, they can't decide what's is for themself but for others.
its not a way to thank the friend but to mainly satisfy others.
so i think that is a way to express poseur.

well, trying to improve my english this way and also doing it in a way to apply it in life. :D


xue yi and band came today to school for a short concert.
kang yi and xian feng was there, chat with them for quite awhile as we really have not been seeing each other after the results day!
of course did approach to the band people too. hahas!
seems like they are doing super well in their life now, kinda envy them huh.
i'm still in that school hoping that i could leave that tragic place for good.
but i think if i leave i will miss several teachers alot. ALOT.
hahas!
well, that's all for the day :D
hope to go out with those bunch of pals during CNY, gotta make a day out with them!
miss them too much i'll say. xD