HEY HEY!!!!!!!!!
YEA FIRST WEEK OF O LEVEL HAS COMPLETED BUT THE BATTLE IS YET FAR FROM OVER!
but well, i've got my own good news!
Yesterday's maths was fantastic man!
I felt that the paper was relatively easy and yea, i completed everything! Praise Him!
And my English, though it wasn't a easy paper, but i managed to complete it in time!
Hahas, and the passage was about cats, AND DOREEN HATES CATS, so my first thought was, 'she is so gonna curse the paper. LOL'
My compo was pretty ok, i wrote the first question and i bombarded how teenagers felt and how i as a teenage felt about the delights and frustration of a teenager :D
Delightness is so in the beauty of the Lord man, my chemistry was so well done, i didn't get scared or what, i just did it normally!
AND PRAISE HIM FOR BEING BY MY SIDE! Really thank God for that.
Second week of O levels will be the rise of my greatest fear and my worse subjects... Bio and History and POA...
No doubt that i'm scared and not prepared at all, gonna do those last minute thing and try to score as much as possible.
For POA, i intend to give my best this time, i will achieve a B3 or B4 at the very least.
Really Lord, bless me throughout the entire week, it's gonna be a week full of struggles for me man.
after this week, it will really be a resting week for the third week.
HAHAS! O levels atmosphere was so alike with N levels, that intensity and stress.
Today was church!
Had a newcomer called charmaine from nanyang girls high. O.O Another smart one. LOL
Had our games and sharing and i wanted to share something about Nehemiah, i did my QT about him and he was really a man of God, even when those officials wanted to stop his building of the wall, he did not give up so does his men.
Even when they threaten him, he did not shook at all, because he knows that God will provide a solution for him, PRAISE HIM LA.
God, your wonders in the bible is so awesome man, btw, nehemiah is the first book of old testament that i've read.
And wow, it was fantastic!
After that was service! Ps SONG once again, making a service filled with laughter.
He shared about how to live our lives to the fullest and one point that captivates me was the point on seizing the best opportunity.
AND IT'S SO TRUE, we have to seize very single bit of it :D
oh yea, thank God that rosanne was able to come, i thought her parents will really restrict her.... Praise God for His grace!
Hahas, i had a great time today.
And really sorry lisa, for making you worry, i'm ultra fine now, just that i was lethargic in church.
After church, went home after dinner...
Yea, i realise that people like doreen who was so persimisstic to become so optimistic over Os, that's VERY good.
And she even said what 'just accept our results with grace lo'
For a moment, i couldn't believe what she typed.. That has NEVER happened before!
I'm sure God is working on her bit by bit, praise Him
hahas, i'm done for today, gonna sleep!! God bless all :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

yesterday was church, ps song preached!
and everything about church was like yea, the same stuffs.
But i wanna stress on one thing, darius, THAT WAS A GOOD SHARING.
BUT! I've got something more important that i want to share.
I've been back to my sinful nature once again...
The hatred, the misery, the negativeness all coming back... and it felt terrible.
That night, i couldn't sleep well, all i thought was revenge and death.
Seriously, emo was the best word.
But God, this All Mighty God, Marvelous, WORTHY OF PRAISE LORD, came to me, and ease my heart with praise songs and those love words of His.
GOD! I THANKS YOU FOR SOFTENING MY HEART! LORD! MIGHTINESS IS DEFINITELY FROM YOU!
I wrote this is also to tell those not to worry or whatsoever.
And those who are losing their faith, remember, God always keep you in His heart, He can pour His love where-ever you are.
Really, we gotta appreciate God, no matter how hard it is to just pray everyday and communicate with Him, we have to make the utmost effort to do so.
Especially when you are breaking down, God hasn't gave up a single bit.
We always receive the second chance, and we wasted it.
But God gave more than that.
I realise it whe i was walking alone in the streets today.
I used to tell this to my friend, I brought you to church is not to let you feel restricted but to let you experience freedom from God.
But i myself let this restriction that the church gave to becoming asif that God wants to restrict me too.
God lets you see freedom, God lets you see chances.
God is our pillar of strength, wisdom and courage.
Everytime we face an obstacle, it's just sometimes when we will forget this God, and solve it the human way.
Yes, people might say without God's way it's impossible, but even when we do it in human's way, GOD WILL BLESS US BECAUSE WE STILL KEPT OUR FAITH.
But God's way will be better. Yea.
Really, today i felt peace at heart, i felt that kind of friend, intangible at reality, but tangible at heart. Such a Love, it can only be redeem by the request for His grace.
I will bring praise to this Lord, who kept helping me out.
It led me from a boy who watches pornography, fighting, being very prideful, being very idiotic, being someone who believes in righteousness into a christian, today, when i think of minor of myself yet the majority for others.
Yes, i might do eccentric things that is out of this world, but i will thank God for that change.
I felt the peace at heart man, typing all these out.
But really, i chose the path to obey this God, that's why i should keep it straight.
Though it's a eternal journey, but it keeps me running.
I was listening to Hillsongs songs today, and it touches me so much.
Honestly, i did not study today, seeking trouble heh? But in exchange, i felt God once again.
I really don't want to feel restricted in church, ...
I just want a place where i can feel God and have a place where freedom can be seen.
Nevertheless, i shouldn't feel sad or what for what's gonna happen.
Father Lord will plan it for me.
For He told me 'do what is best for you'
I thanks God for that.
Really, God, you are stronger, you are stronger, stronger than anything else in this world.
You break down this anchor in my heart, you make those sins away.
I really don't want to commit those sins again.
May it be temptations or the earthly desires, Lord, keep me away from it.
I thank you Lord.
Praise you!
God bless.

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Hahas, came across this at varm's blog.
Pretty cool, togetic. :D

I feel like sharing this suddenly.
You know what i felt the most proud about being in a church?
Is when i see newcomers, coming with no faith, no knowledge about God and when they start to come every week, their fire grows bigger, bigger and bigger.
That is what i call the real fire for God, the never ending desperation for the Lord, wanting to love Him to their heart's content.
I got touched suddenly when i remembered those things, when i see such Christians in church.
Too awesome already, praise You Lord, praise You

Labels: Lord, the brighter we light it., the fire you create

whao, yesterday was a challenge for me man.
Had tuition in the afternoon and later study marathon till 3 plus.
It was really worthwhile, i had learnt more about bio.
Well, i also almost finished my maths assignment too, it's a great achievement man!
Yea, there were a few of muggers beside me.
Andy, Han, Ren, Tim and D-neo and friends. LOL
Gonna continue mugging since this is worth the period to do so.
Most prolly gonna mug like this, kinda fun. LOL
Alright, gonna go church in a few minutes time, ciaos people. :D
God bless. :)
I pray that service and cell group will be fun today :)

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY CELESTINE :D
hey, i wonder if you will ever read this, most prolly you will.
AND YEA! We've been chatting in msn for so long, crap together, telling racist jokes and really laugh over the minor things. LOL
anyways, wanna wish you a happy birthday!
Wanted to post a pict of me and you, but we know what happen that time -.-
So yea...
Anyways, wish you a happy sweet 16!

Yesterday was church.
PS Daniel preached about hope, and it was kinda short.
As the altar call starts, i still will have visions in my mind about what's happening in my life and so on.
Thus i often bow down into worship, repenting.
well, i kinda find attending church was the same for yesterday.
Still, i enjoy it. :D
Well, nothing else to really blog about, God bless :D

 

Hahas, welcome back Andy.
We had our fun that day, and today is Hari Raya, joyous occasion for the malays, CAUSE THEY CAN BREAK FAST. :D
lol...
Anyways, nothing to interest you peeps.
And yea, i'm gonna start to bring people to church once again :D
I've been not doing this.. It's about time i make a change.
Well, God bless all :D