Today NO AEP!
Wah.. gotta admit, i felt that instance of reluctance for AEP when mr Tan came to the class.
I was thinking, ' God! No AEP PLEASE!'
And hallelujah!
Well, today when i went home, i totally wasted my day, no sin anyway.
Instead, i decided to test out the camera's function and yeap!
I manage to learn a thing or two!
Took a picture this time round, when i'm playing my guitar!

RED IS HOT MAN!
But i seriously had no idea why i had that kind of sad looking face.. -.-
And after so many months of being narcisstic, this has ended that record. D:
But i'm really not photogenic at all.. more or less.. none..
Vain is definitely not in my syllabus, but being vain is not a sin, so.. LOL
i truly love my current phone now, G900. The camera quality is even better than my 5 megapixel digiCAM.
Had been playing blogger alot, gonna end it soon.
Like finally.. i'm gonna get my math paper 1 result tomorrow, it will determined my hard work!!
Hope i get at least a pass. That's all.
God Bless all :D

School has been really tiring, especially this week.
After this week, i'll be ratherly more busy than usual but definitely will get more sleep.
No much good news to tell but it's really good when you can find time to let yourside out.
Will be expecting this saturday's sports fiesta, especially when the girl's in my class are so on fire to get first for this event.
For the guys, we are just ''lose lose lor, no big deal '' kinda people. Hahas!
Oh yeah.. learnt a lesson today.
When i'm at fault, i should never claim that i'm not unless i'm really not guilty.
But when i know i'm wrong, i must learn to change for a better cause.
Alright, that's it for today's post.
God bless.

wah.. excited right. RIGHT?!
Alright, this is a real special post to one of my best buds in this very world!
AND THAT PERSON IS DOREEN NEO THE SHORTEST!
ok la, since it's your birthday, give you face, TALLEST GENIUS DOREEN NEO!!
hahas, i've got no picture of you inside my computer, so don't blame me for no picts!
But it's good la, at least i won't have a stalker reputation. NEVER
HAHAS! Be glad man, it's like i will try to make it 12 sharp for this post!!
Wah.. not bad, chao lao one more year already. Now same age as me *angelic smile*
HAHAS!
Alright! Here goes!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DOREEN NEO!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!
GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW~
GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW~
GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW~~~
GOD IS BLESSING YOU NOW!!!!!
Have a great birthday this year yeah?
Stop thinking that birthday is dha same every year!
This year will be the best you ever, EVER SEEN!
Don't credit me please -.-
That's what friends will do when their birthday comes!! :D
Live a happy day today! :D

It was sucha wonderful saturDAY!
OKOK! CHILL.
Afternoon, Andy asked some of us to meet him at buddy hoagies and talked about discipleship.
Well, in the end we just sang a birthday song to Doreen in advance. Glad you really had a HAPPY birthday.
And for SARAH NINI too. :D
She's my leader.. AND SHE ROCKS BIG TIME OK! From her looks she might look very quiet type, know her and you will get it! SHE IS VERY HYPE UP ONE! HAHAS!
Next up, cell group time!
really man, Sarah nini made quite a good sharing today.
Think hard now. Trials + Endurance = Faith. Amen? AMEN!
She talked about Abraham's faith test, and well.. she mention some goods things.
Like we will have faith in confusion times & also keeping our faith when everything seems lost.
God will give better stuffs when WE praise HIM! So keeping our faith is really really very important, not about the reward of course, but the trust we have in Him is what He expect.
Praise God for everything man! If i never knew faith, i would never knew God, like seriously -.-
OH YEAH! We played a super fun game today, lyrics dunno what..LOL Ask abi.
Well... sadly... throughout the whole game... i answered only once... D:
LOL! Timo is really good man.. he answered alot!
Well had a wonderful cell group time today! AND WELCOME CLARISSA TODAY! ( i think that is the name )
Now for service! Ok, today's service is really terrific, more stuffs to say than usual.
Firstly we had speech from China mission trippers who went over to BeiChuan to bring salvation to God.
Well, it was from sister Vivian, she really mentioned well about the trauma of how people are facing over there.
Everywhere was like a deathtomb for the pitiful children and people whom are trapped there forever.
Well, i bet it was a sad scene and they had endure it.
Kinda glad that at least 3 people were saved by God through grace and now they following the path of God! That is definitely the most important stuff.
It's good to have them back and share testimonies like this.
Imagine to just fellowship with 3 people and hope that they receive Christ in 3 days!
Man, that is humanly impossible.. BUT OUR GOD SAYS GOD'S WAY IS DEFINITE!
So yeah.. PRAISE HIM! OLE OLE OLE OLE! JESUS JESUS!
Next up was the sermon.
Today the pastor and bro rx talked about the 6th commandment which is in Exodus 20:13 ''You shall not murder''
Murder, is it just killing? Yea.. killing is also anger. It causes it.
Some sayings 'To be in a furious rage with someone is to be guilty of murder'
Why Rage? Is it for an intention? Or is it over something minor?
Oh c'mon.. GROW UP! Be positive :D
We learnt that there are 2 types of anger!
Destructive & Constructive Anger
Destructive anger - lashing out blindly at someone violently( get angry without thinking properly -.-)
Constructive anger - Cooler, more focused reaction where you do something about this anger.
See ah... both creates some fumes inside your heart.. SO WHY GET ANGRY!
Especially destructive anger.. really.. no point going that far to use violence, it just creates bad impression as well as more detentions.
Constructive angers is ok, it makes yourself more comfortable as well. :D
I think what is most important before we get angry is to think about the consequence first, we might never know what happens after that, so yeah.. CHILL.
Pastor Daniel also talked about some murder stuffs too.
Sorry for mentioning this again but yea.. it's for others.
[c=4]DO YOU PEOPLE KNOW THAT ABORTION IS ACTUALLY KILLING A HUMAN BEING?! IT'S PRETTY OBVIOUS RIGHT! THEN WHY ABORT![/c] sheesh...
As i was listening attentively towards the sermon, i realise so many things about this world.
Humans yeah? Really thank God that i was born and not aborted.
Those babies that were killed, you will never know what they can do in the future!
They might be entrepreneurs, world famous pastor, an evangelist or even a pilot!
C'mon la girls.. if you really wanna have sex with a guy.. THINK!
Or probably you should at least keep the child, you know how precious are they!
Abortion.. killing unknowingly what's happening... really man...
The sermon taught me alot this time round, thanks man pastor daniel.
He even shown us the result of how many babies were aborted each year from 1970s
MAN! if they were to accumulate from 1970s to present.. it was 500K+ of abortion.
THAT IS LIKE MASSACRE! wah... really man... this sermon made me dislike the world's idea. -.-
Now is bro rx turns to preach.
So! How to have that constructive anger in the heart?
Firstly, control your anger! For anger never make things right -.-
control your anger by really focusing on God, tried that before, it works!
Secondly, Remind ourselves.
'Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret'
What does it mean? It means that getting angry without thinking will make you regret for life!
Also remind ourselves that anger does not solve problems, it creates more problems.
Lastly, Analyze our feelings :D
Things like that means that.. for me.. when i get angry, i should just take a walk in the park and reflect about my actions and after thinking through, apologize!
Know your feelings and let your heart be free from anger.



Really man.. for today's sermon.. the most important thing we need to know is to value life!
Life is short but fruitful, but when it ends, it ends.
So Take GOOD CARE OF YOUR HEALTH PEOPLE! :D
Getting late now. Gonna sleep. GOD BLESS ALL :D

Well, i just read Edmund's blog and know that he has problems at home.
This time I'm gonna pray and fast for him. SO BE RELIEVED
I believe the God i trust will put ease in your mind.
Indeed it's torturous to face family problems, i once too face that.
Well, Edmund! Stop being a facade to others and be yourself!
For only you yourself can make a change in your life if you WANT to do it.
O level's might be tough yea? But if motivation can push you ahead, then take it.
Let O level not be a barrier but rather an obstacle that can be pass through with determination.



Believe and let God do the rest.
Even if you don't believe in God, at least believe in what He can do.
Take care yeah ODX? HAHAS!

School is really doing the usual stuff.. IT NEVER CHANGES.
And that is what makes it boring...
Had our Maths paper 1 mock exam today, it was quite easy.
Why is it LOL day? Cause i had my laughs, not gonna elaborate.
Now i've blog a post.

This is a new skin i found, pretty simple but nice? :D
I was confused of what to choose, there was another one that is also nice.
But after consulting from people like esther, i finally decided to choose this.
And i was hoping that youtube TV would appear in the first page! Thank God that work!
The word empty can also be changed too. Cool right?
Well, today in school, there was a weird quarrel between joveis and teck han.
Hann was calm? Joveis not.
Well, in the end, nothing big happen, but for what i know is that hann did something to him and joveis got angry, started oushing him and tada! the fight.
LOL.
That's all!

Today is the sabbath day
SAY HOORAY! yeah, indeed it's hooray, but not so hooray in the morning. Why?
Learning festival..
Oh before i start continuing i got big news to share.. I LOST WEIGHT!
wah, i mean like... basketball and running does make you get back to your figure soon. LOL
Eh c'mon man, i admit i use to be kinda bigger, but now.. tsk.. i feel dha change!
But i'm not like ryan la, he is much better.. ''muscle ming'' LOL
oh well, get back to subject.. learning fest.
There was talks and performance by the sec 3s.
The talk was really to the extreme boring. I totally couldn't get what really was meant during the talk which is suppose to be related to racial harmony.
The performance was not bad la, especially when bing shu jumped out wearing a red colour qi pao... whao.. that was really overwhelming.
Well, heard from trevor that class 37 won best costume award, and i think it was just luck. LOL, they don't even dress that well!

NEXT UP! Church! :D
today's cell group was awesome! Had newcomers like lewis and liang jing as well as chris!
well, had a great start with lewis, awesome guy man! friendly and nice.
Next! Liang Jing, not exactly a newcomer but he didn't come church for a long time and now he is back! WELCOME BACK LIANG JING!
Last but not least, CHRIS. He is warren's cousin and he is really a BFG. Really a ultra nice guy whose really diligent. Well, i will con't to pray for you chris. :D
After that was service, held by xiangshu.(bro rx)
the sermon was about character building (sorry, no notes with me, left it with tim)
for what i could remember about the sermon was how character and reputation can be a prt of life.
Learnt that character is more important than reputation.
Character: impression of someone, a behaviour and also something that expresses ourselves.
Reputation is just something temporal, it can't last forever, character will have to last forever.
Today's sermon was really meaningful, but those two are what i like more.
If any queries, can ask me either in school or msn, will talk to you all more about God & the sermon :D
And one more thing people, never blend with the desires of this world, they just invite temptation to take place. And temptation is not good.
One more thing that i've improve, i'm getting not so tempted into certain things already, like copying work or discussing during tests.
It's like i learnt to be independant and also dependant on God.
Hard work pays off! Well, praise Him for that.
That's all for today! GOD BLESS. :D
Character must be treated with care, for afterwhich, reputation will be treated as well.

Today my teacher talked to us about a story of a little boy.
Well, the story somehow goes like this.
There is a little boy who has a really bad anger management and he always get into trouble.
So one day, his father ask him to punch a nail inside the wooden fence for everytime that he gets angry.
The first day he punch in 37 nails. -.-
And day by day his anger slowly decrease.
so one day, he finally managed to control his anger and had not input any nails at all.
And so his dad told him '' for everyday that you don't get angry, you will be allow to remove the nails.''
So after several months, he took all out, knowing that he no longer has anger trapped in his heart.
Then his dad told him ''See, for every nail that you picked out, leaves a deep scar in the fence. Just like anger, for evertime you get angry with someone, their heart will get a scar like this, things will never be the same between you both anymore.''

So my teacher told us this.
The most hurtful thing after a quarrel or dispute was the scar that is left behind.
This scar stays like an impression towards someone.
That scar can no longer be changed for it is forever there.
So therefore, don't get angry or let hatred grow.
No good cause will come in the end.
So don't live a angry life, live a happy and positive life :D


Next.. gonna talk about my day
today the most anticipating event(not) was the amazing race by the people of ngee ann poly! :D
Too bad, can't get the pictures.... oh well.
It wasn't really boring or fun either. moreover like buying some time for nothing. LOL
Well, at least some people from Np knows me, so next time i go there i'll at least recognize some familiar faces.
Now next.. considered good news to me. :D
I'm no longer SINGING. YAY-ness.
But rather, i was told to get interviewed and filmed for some question.
I prefer this a thousand million times. -.-

oh well, gonna end here.
Tomorrow i'll post something good, or maybe suday. LOL
God bless all :D

well, not much to say about my daily life.. even if something really woo ha happened, i won't really care.
So yeah, i'm gonna talk about desires.
Desires can be in all sorts of category, like love, toys, or even fashion.
But what kind of desires can be called a good desire?
Or is there really such a thing as a evil/bad desire? There is.
Some people have desires to get the things they love, eg. Ipod?
And such desires tempts you alot just to grab it.
So most prolly we would save up and buy it in the end.
But what about bad desires?
Bad desires/ intentions can be in a form of whereby getting a lil something to show off? or maybe to make yourself more of a lil center of attraction.
Well, i've exprerience such things in life as well.
Seeing people having that kind of desire, wanting to be outwit others.
Whether it is bad or not, it's really not for us to decide, it's for the person itself to really think about it.
Well, desire can also cause us to be weak as well.
A desire to become slim for example. That particular person might be having anorexia because of such desire.
Or maybe games? Online games and such, making us stay at home all day and not exercising... that is the true worse desire...
God allow desires? i'm not sure about that. But i know one thing for sure, if i desire something, i'll not get really so tempted to get/achieve it.
No point, it's like... no challenge if you get something you want so easily.
Desire for love? Well, love at such a young age is really not necessary, especially when we dunno what are the real consequences about love.
Such desire will only leads to misery or gossips. See... no point...
This topic kinda sensitive yea? But i shall talk about own expreriences as well, which really made me think of love in another angle.
Of course naturally i'll like someone in my life, but i definitely know that love comes with a price (thanks to the tv media) and it's best that i don't get too deep into a relationship.
That's why after my friends telling me their love expreriences i know that love is meaningless.. for now that is.
That's why i don't get into relationship, now you all know WHY!
Desires... hmm... what kind of desires i have now...
Basically my desire is to just finish my o lvl and get into my course.
Ambition.. STILL DJ.
Well, to all people out there reading my blog.
Note that it's ok to have desires in your life, but making sure that your desire is not full of vengences but full of kind intention.
No point in living in a dark night when it's in the afternoon, so cheer up sunshines :D
Believe in what you believe in, and work hard for it.
God bless all :D

i really love my current blog song man!
Though i already knew about this song years ago, but when i played it again today, i felt that soothing feeling which was so shiok la!
Oh well, that kept me away from being emo. Heart felt more ''release'' LOL
Nothing really special happen, now i'm gonna study... but not chiong like siao.
Sorry for singlish.. i find this language cool now, but no worries.. my english is still there. LOLA!

Well, this few days will really be start of me emo-ing or really not so in a high mood.
Introvert? Probably.
I don't really know why, but whenever i try to make myself really happy, it just doesn't seem to work.
Somethings wrong la.. big time.. oh well.. as long as God is still with me, satisfied.
Revised at LimBang mac today, well, with wei hao that is.
Did maths and a lil sharing, great guy man!
it wasn't really long but i learn something, so yea, useful..
after that, did what i promised and finished.. like finally..
Oh well, 11.30... time to sleep lo...
And thanks lisa... for encouraging me.
God bless all :)

WOOOOOOOOO
I love SATURDAY!!!
Alright talk about it from morning yea? Makes it more interesting.
Morning woke up at 6.35am ( everyone say WOW )
for flag day obviously. Met up with tim and had breakfast.
Nonetheless, meeting with other 5.1 people is a must! LOL, or i will be soloing for my flag day.
Well, met, crapped at the train, reached the destination, met tjoengster, slapped him (kidding), took the tin can ANDDDDD HEAD OUT!
This year we helped YMCA to carry out this donation and the very cool thing about this was that the stickers are no longer trendy, it's DA STAMP!
All recycled stamps but the colours are nice.. so yea.. PEOPLE WILL LOVE IT!
We headed out separately in teams, tim and andy went to bugis and me joey and wei hao headed towards little india.
Wah, there is really indeed good, alot of nice indians came to donate, even when our impression of them was bad, yet they proved us wrong.
My tin wasn't really heavy but it was enjoyable la.
Whereas on tim's side, it was bad... their place was infested with lotsa same people with the tins. LOL
They got a nonsensical story when they donating.. ask them for more info.
After about 2 hours or so.. we gave up, decided to return the tin and slack.
Well, THEY SLACKED. I went over to the hospital and visit doreen.
When i reached there she was sleeping... i waited for her to wake up till her friends came.
Wah, they pro lo, just knock her and ask her to wake up, LOL.
Later on, Andy came. Crapped around together and went off in an hour.
Returned the can and head to church!!!!!!!!!!
IT WAS NUBIAN GENTS & FEMININE FIVE!! How can i miss it!
head for cell group first had 2 newcomers to join us!
One was warren's bro, Bryan.
The other invited by rosanne, also a dancer, kit sing.
Played Cling Cling again. shiok la.
But it didn't last long cause service started early.
Settled down and waited for their arrival...
AND TADA! AFTER THE PRAISE AND WORSHIP, THEY CAME! ( oh, about the praise and worship, it was really good, if i not wrong, that main vocalist name was john, his voice is really good, appreciate it :D)
Their arrival really brings the crowd cheering, screaming, full of joy and excitement.
They started off with their dance and yea... no video, but will upload it asap. :D
I took the videos of course, their dance was really really good!
Jezill's SOLO WAS THE BEST! He danced so well and i totally got amazed by it.
I learnt one thing, glorifying God and praising can also be done by dancing, in fact in all ways, as long as our hearts are right for God and it's christ like, God would be all the happier! :D
After the introduction and the dances, it was time for someone to showcast their dance!
FOR ALL PEOPLE IN SERVICE 2, KIRBY FROM ACTS ONE WAS CHOSEN!!!
Cool heh? He danced a really funny one, all of us cracked up.
After all that dance and awesome performance and the 'no music' dance.
Service ended. D:
Went to Foodcourt and had fun there! Crapped alot and enjoyed the fellowship we had!
Doreen miss everything, but we videotape for her, bet she gonna love it.
Oh well, people like warren and rosanne were really high yea?
And i even got a chance to buy the T-shirt and also a photo with Jezill~
Here it is! :D

well, i really enjoyed my day.
Thought today some things happen which was cool, but i'm really really lazy to type it...
May God bless alllllllllllllllll!

Wow really thank God for the miracle that doreen's gonna discharge soon.
Kinda glad about that, at least she can have freedom & not stone in the hospital.
Been praying and fasting and none has come to a waste. Praise Him!
Well, thought she might be discharging soon or maybe tmr, i hope that such things won't happen again. So God! BLESS HER!
Well, Studies studies studies, so tiring can... At least today when i went over to NUH, had some fun to cover that lethargic-ness.
Crap with deblah, doreen and her mum.
HAHAS! AND HER MUM LIKES ANDY SIA! Not bad seh andy, you got the charm afterall. LOL
And while we were talking about who should match with who, we couldn't forget about doreen!
We even said that both doreen and hong rui should be together ( like DUH?! )
HAHAS! It was really fun la, even bryan and ryan crapped with us.
Ryan make all sorts of excuses for not coming ! LOL
Well, some kranjians whom doreen isn't close with, came to visit her.
What's really funny was that, they gave her something, slack around for about 3 minutes or so...
And later... They went to play catching and played at the playground... secondary 4... WOW.
Guess that childhood is catching up their age.
Oh well, after that spent about 2 hours or so talking to her, finally it was time to go.
Well, back home and homeworks to be done.
Thank God for everything today! Hallelujah!

So tired everyday... Every time the moment i come home would be sleep.
Even now, i just feel like expressing how my mood really is...
So many homeworks, school pressure and so on...
Well, can take it la, but really needs alot of rest, no time for revision at all.
O level no joke man, i don't wanna end up in a bad course, gotta work real hard.
Hahas, everyday is like fighting a war of concentration, have to be really awake...
Well, Nothing special happen recently, but i found out something, hospital cannot take photos or video cam, this will disrupt their privacy ( simlin and pei wen totally failed in that area )
Oh well, hope that doreen will get well soon!
Stay strong ah! Will con't to pray for you ^^
Well, tmr will just be another tiring day... E-learning...
for those christians reading my post, pray for my tiredness to just go off yea?
Thanks peeps.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG ZI FENG!!!
WAH GOOD FOR HIM LA, CLOSER TO THE AGE OF 18.
well, wish you a happy happy birthday! :D
Hope that you will strive in your studies and also go chase your dream!
Mr nice guy! actually not so nice la, ok la. ah whatever. JUST SPEND YOUR BIRTHDAY MEANINGFULLY!
Will also be rooting for you! :D

Well, this few days were spent wonderfully.
Why i said so? Cause it's just wonderful. LOL
Doreen was admitted to the hospital last thursday. sadded, lost one companion to crap with.
oh well, hope she gets well soon. ^^
This post is kinda for her too. Well, may it be that you are facing the critical period of your life, stay strong and have faith, cause all of us are there for ya and praying for ya daily.
Oh well, bear with the pain a lil longer and you will be discharged. :D
God bless ya doreen! :D
Everyday been visiting doreen, hoping that as a friend, she will feel more accompanied.
Hahas, awesome thing was that i didn't realise even nana would go and visit her.
And that i also get to know this lil cute girl call jamie, she keeps sticking to doreen la.
LOL.
Saturday was church and also rhapsody.
Church was really enjoyable, talked about honoring your parents, and yea, learnt some things from there.
Whereas for rhapsody, i didn't attend and got comments like, ''ELDDS performed well la, but the others sucks'' LOL
Thank God i didn't attend. -.-
Today was also kinda busy too, i was slacking in the morning, afternoon went to find simlin and get the private and confidential letter for doreen. LOL
Then headed towards the hospital but she wasn't there, had some scan or so.
Then went for tuition and study study study -.-
Finally home sweet home.
Oh well, tmr is school once again, not gonna miss it.
After that got o level chinese oral, kinda useless... but still... it's a MUST.
Most likely will go visit doreen again tmr and simlin.
Well, really hope that she will be fine soon.
Will con't to fast and pray for her. :D
Take care D-neo! God bless! :D









Well, it has been 2 days since i'm down with some weird illness...
AND I TOTALLY HATE IT!!
Miss school for 2 days... Not just me... Other people like rosanne, chow chern and D-neo also had the same illness... D-neo worse...
Have not been doing anything at home except for ''doing business'', sleeping and taking medicine.
The medicine somehow gives me that feelings of rushing to that toilet and ''you know what''
And i got really bad tasting medicines this time, it all used to be sweet. D:
AND MY FEVER WAS LIKE 38 ++.....
Currently still having headaches and cough and running nose. But tmr will be going to school for sure...
But thanks to those who cared and also prayed for me. :D
Really appreciate it. :D
Well, hope that i'll be fine asap.
May God bless me, will con't to pray for those who are sick too...